near the end of my Fine Arts first year, I decided to do some sort of metamorphosis
For as long as ive conscious, i've been fascinated by japanese and Internet culture lol as i started going on online spaces very early and discovering all of these things.
it was on TV channel Arté in 2013 that i fell upon a report on Black Diamond, which was my first encounter with the j-fashion scene, and of course, gyaru
so.... each 'back to school' months, i'd watch those videos of those young popular stylish girls, showcasing the inside of their bags, hoping one day i'll be as cool as them. Ofc, that wasn't gonna happen without any efforts from me.
And ofc, each school year was a fail lol. I kept waiting for the right moment in a way??

but oh well, here i am now! this shall be a blog and you can consider this my introduction

here are facts about me
im a 4th year fine arts student, im just doing gyaru shit there and i like it
i do gunpla, garage kits, and build PC's
seeing the tv report of BDIA i first off thought "damn that could never be me" but a frame of the girls just strutting around is forever burned in my mind. as a lot of other girlies i definitely was more of a tomboy growing up, no tangible boyfriends, no interactions no nothing
i have the worst luck when it comes to minor things you just know thats gonna happen to me